suffering...

What happened to my high self esteem? Why am I doubting everything that comes out of his mouth? Is it truly just me or is it my "woman sense" telling me that something IS WRONG? The person I am right now, is NOT the person he fell in love with...

I can attribute all this DOUBT to my experiences and heartache with Jabari!! When will I be done and over with him? I'm trying to close the chapter and move on...but deeeeyum!! Enough awwready!!

I hope I can turn this thing around...