happy "father's" day...

i've never really had a "father" in my life. my dad would come around here and there. but by no means was he ever a father to me. he's trying now to force me into his life. but you know what happens when you try and "force" katy to do something. i have to do it on my own time. that is, if i even want to do it.

so this blog is about my mom...

she was my mother AND father!

she provided for me on a single income, mentored me, lead me to make my own decisions, let me learn from my mistakes, i look just like her, have alot of her traits; stubborness, always wanting to believe the good in people, sense of humor, sarcasm, hold alot of emotion in until you just can't take it anymore, hangy neck (that i could live without), love for kids. i could go on and on. but she knows how much i love her and miss her. i do not have to put it in words or visit her graveside...she knows.